I am one day away from being a year clean and I’ve never been so anxious. I really hope I don’t freak out and ruin this.
If you are reading this, congratulations. You made it through another day of sadness, of heartache. And if you made it through yesterday, you can make it through today. And i know you will, because you are fucking strong. Don’t give up. Ever. I need you alive. I love you.
Anonymous asked: You know what? You're strong, you're brave, you're still fighting. I know you'll make it to the 24th of may, and then things will get a little bit easier. You're so strong for making it this far and as a recovering cutter I'm so proud of you <3
Thank you so much. I really needed this. You taking the time to write this honestly makes me feel so much more proud and happy.
(Source: monochromaticaly, via learningtofreemyself)
I am 21 days away from being one year clean. I’m really scared I’ll slip up before then.
Don’t think I can meet PTV on Thursday, like it’s giving me the most anxiety I’ve ever felt in my life. I just started crying again




